you don't know me anymore, don't think that you do. i've out grown the situation, and i've out grown you. what has happened in the past year has changed my outlook on life and i have finally arrived at the point where i am ready to move on.

those who are still part of my life, i feel are people whom i can trust. people that have accepted the choices i have made and the person i have come to be. i no longer want to be in an environment in which i feel i have to bite my tounge to keep people comfortable and constantly think about how people might react to my actions, and later judge me for them.

i understand that there may not be closure for you, but i've gotten mine. and it may not make any sense that i've made this decision for myself, but please respect it

Sober - Kelly Clarkson

And I don't know
This could break my heart or save me
Nothing's real
Until you let go completely
So here I go with all my thoughts I've been saving
So here I go with all my fears weighing on me

Three months and I'm still sober
Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers
But I know it's never really over

And I don't know
I could crash and burn but maybe
At the end of this road I might catch a glimpse of me
So I won't worry about my timing, I want to get it right
No comparing, second guessing, no not this time

Three months and I'm still breathing
Been a long road since those hands I left my tears in but I know
It's never really over, no

Wake up

Three months and I'm still standing here
Three months and I'm getting better yeah
Three months and I still am

Three months and it's still harder now
Three months I've been living here without you now
Three months yeah, three months

Three months and I'm still breathing
Three months and I still remember it
Three months and I wake up

Three months and I'm still sober
Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers